| Have updated this in awhile so I thought what the heck?!?!? Anyways, Ian has returned and of course my life got 80 times better. Homecoming was a blast. Hallowen is tomorrow... well in 2 min. I'm awake and I have to be at school by 7am. I'm bored.
LOOK AT MY MYSPACE IT'S BETTER
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| Hey guys!
It's been awhile I know. Things have been good except for the fact that Ian is STILL GONE! I know right. Anyways, Jimmy and I are on good terms and I thought I'd let everyone know...
I love Josh- he's my best friend
I love Ian- yes that's right
I love YOU
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| Ok so hawt new hair... yesss again! You'll hafta see it.
Anyways,
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| Hey guys it's been awhile. My boyfriend is out of town again. I'm on good terms with LOTS of people. Me and Ian S. - cool. Me and everyone else except Stevie and Jimmy. But Jimmy can KISS IT. Yes, kiss it. Anyways, moving on to better things than Jimmy, I am bored. Ian is in Montana... well on the way. Yeah. OH AND ME AND SPENCER ARE FINE. I chewed out an ICP kid today as well as some stupid druggy trying to hit on me in the park. I asked them if they had anything better to do except for hang out ihn the park. They said no so I asked what they did in the park and they said that they "chilled and smoked." I of course laughed because they are incredibly stupid. I then asked the ICP kid how old he was... he said "17" I thought wow your stupid. He said that he dropped out of school because he hated it and yeah. Then I asked why when with a descent education whether you like or not you could at least have a job and place to live with a car. He just said he didn't know and said, "I don't even have a place to live." I asked him where he slept and he said that he just slept in alleys and stuff. I felt kinda bad about that part, but come on he could have had enough commen sense to get a job at McDonalds and another at maybe Taco Bell and try to earn enough money to get somewhere. People like this kid are pitiful. I realize that some people just don't have a lot, but you can turn nothing into at least Ramen Noodles and an apartment with housing possibly. You have to try before you just give up. Anyways, I just didn't understand. To me you have to try, you can't let things just completely over-ride you. I don't know. I realize I don't know what it's like to be on the streets, but they just sit there and smoke weed. And they obviously have enough money to buy that.
I miss Ian soooo much. Today I was scared that I might get shot at school because I was walking around with a Coronado Tassle (or however you spell it) dangling from my purse to remind me of my Ian. So hunnie, I love you and you mean the world to me. Skipping a full day of school better prove that to you. IT REALLY SUCKS WHEN YOU FIND OUT THE NIGHT BEFORE THAT THE PERSON WHO TRULY MAKES YOU HAPPY IS LEAVING.
Welp, I'm looking forward also to Brittany's sweet 16... awwwh! I wonder what to get her, welp Christienne is falling asleep on my couch...lol...
~Alyssa~ |
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